So for the past few days I have been sick. It has really basically sucked! I don’t feel like doing anything whatsoever and it’s not like I do anything anyways but still. I have in mind a new fanfiction that I would like to write but it is just an idea that is brewing within me.
I have a sinus headache and a cough that is gross and I am just not happy about that right now. I am trying to decide what to do about the whole school situation. It is one of those things that’s like should I go back and see what happens or should I take the time off that I need to get better for myself and when I change my meds and then get just any job? I have no idea.
It is one of those days. I cried watching a movie about the nutcracker ballet. Who does that?! Apparently lame ass me. No wonder why he is so annoyed with me like all the time.
I miss him. I miss our friendship but not just that I just miss him. I feel it deep in my soul that things will be ok, it’s just hard right now with the holidays. It’s so hard to care about someone like this. It is so so hard.