It seems that I find myself crying almost everyday. Always over him. I try not to think about it but it is just there. I don’t want him to go away I never did but he had to I guess. Why is it that I can’t get what I need and want from him? Am I that much of a horrible person? I know that I’m not.
I’m emotionally unstable right now and drained. I give up. I have no reason to really live anymore.